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NII am a 33 year old married woman and kinda embarrassed to admit that…
1- I dont have it all figured out like I thought I would when I was in my early 20s.
I have always been ambitious! When I was 20 something, I really thought that i’d have my life together by my 32-34.
2- I am still 23-25 in my head.
It’s sometimes hard to believe that I have entered my 30s. And adulting is so so hard when you dont even feel that age!
3- I suffer from imposter syndrome every now & then.
As an ambitious & competitive girl, I want to do so much but I compare myself with others and always end up doubting my capabilities. I am my biggest barrier.
4- I feel like I am behind.
I have always had a timeline for myself. But looking at that now, makes me feel I am so behind in life. I feel like I am always racing against time. Be it professionally or personally.
5- I feel like I am incapable of taking a break.
There is so much that needs to be done, that I am always rushing, always multi-tasking, which keeps me on the edge all the time.
Taking breaks make me feel guilty. I feel like I should utilising every minute of the day which I know is not realistic.
But I guess this is how life is. It does not go as planned. Maybe growing up means learning, unlearning & moving forward irrespective of where in life you stand.
I am evolving and trying to appreciate the journey.
If you related, just know you’re not behind. You’re just human❤️
#thirties #becoming #woman #life #unlearning
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