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ANI’m 28 and I’m a bit embarrassed to admit:
1. I have currently exactly 133€ in my bank account. No savings, no income, nothing to my name.
2. Have no academic qualifications. I’ve only done a 200hr Yoga Teacher Training in 2021 and that’s only because I got pregnant unexpectedly at 24.
3. I almost aborted my first child out of fear of loosing my freedom and independence. Glad I didn’t ❤️
4. I have been too self conscious of what others think of me if I started social media. I have written 100s posts since 2020 which have never been shared.
5. I can switch from being a normal, happy mom to a snappy, grumpy and a yelling mother very quickly. Work in progress.
6. I have been a very needy, co-dependant and anxious person which almost caused me to break up with the father of my children.
7. I feel like a 16 year old in a 28 year old body - I have the same thoughts sometimes from when I was younger. It almost feels like I haven’t grown up properly.
8. I am trying to become successful with posting on social media (dare I say social media influencer - instant cringe).
9. Some days, I wish I hadn’t decided to have children just to have more time to have figure out who I am without them, yet I still encourage others to have children asap.
Wow, first post and already making myself naked. Literally feels like I am dying a slow death of my ego to admit this to the public. But hey, that’s what growth does and that’s what I am here for. No more pretentiousness and high energy highlight reels. More authenticity and realness.
Thank you so much if you read this far. This means a lot ❤️
For more, follow my journey 🌿
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I did it! My first post. Thank you to @jun_yuh & @creatorcollege_ to inspire me to do this after the first Free Live Event. Let’s go!
#firstpost #embarrasedtoadmit #growth #inspiration honest
@angeli_kapoor
